it is halloween today

People keep ringing our doorbell asking for lollies and it’s so awkward because we weren’t expecting it so we have nothing to give them. Usually no one even goes trick or treating in my suburb because it’s too dangerous, there’s murderers and drive by shootings here lololol

pls xcus me wil i rage

i hate my brother so much all he fucking cares about is his vans and his skinny jeans and that gross dirty tail thing in his hair fuck one day i will hide his vans and cut off his hair and he will be left with nothing dlfiodfujdiogkjlflkjg i want to cry i hate him

there's a party on tonight

but it starts really soon and I can't be bothered to go

I know I'm going to regret it when I see photos of how much fun it was but then again it's too much effort on such a hot day like today to get ready and walk to the station

If only I could drive by myself everything would be so much easier (¬‿¬)

fuck

you were in my dream again and I kept crying in it because of you lol
what is wrong with me dlksjkdfhkjhfjkdh

so I decided

that I don't like you anymore
haaha haha a hahahaa ahaha
yay :)

formal photos yay

there's more but other people haven't uploaded yet nuuooououuuooooo

i have the best sister

I came home tonight to see all my things thrown across my floor and a note from my sister saying 'stop stealing my things'. I didn't steal anything though I just borrowed her makeup for formal and it was weird because instead of taking her things back like a mature 26 year old, she decided to mess up my room and leave her things there.
You'd kind of expect a fully grown adult to be less pathetic than that right?

formal was greaaatt

No joke it was actually really fun! everything went better than expected and oh my god the food was delicious eheheheh. The only negative thing about today was how hot the weather was, I think it was about 30 degrees? Well other than that the formal was pretty good!
No one has uploaded any photos yet so I'll just wait until they're on facebook :)

lol school

I'm starting to feel like I don't belong anywhere at school. Knowing I'm not smart enough to even be at my school was bad enough, but now it's as if I don't really have anyone that I'm close with anymore.
I just want to leave and never go back there ever again

so much I want to do

I have all these sports and 'recreational activites' that I want to learn how to do, but no money to actually get started eeghh
okay so there's
- figure skating
- dance
- pole dancing, but not the stripper kind! okay my sister did it before as a sport apparently it's good for abs LOLLL nevermind it's not really an appropriate sport at my age
- singing lessons heheheheh
there's so much I want to do :( I want to be really good at one thing, not just average at a lot of things you know?

so devos

paid $62 for express three day shipping

8 days later package is still not here

could have bought so much food T^T

today was so funny

an anon asked for the full story on how georgia and I superglued our hands together so ..

at lunch we somehow got our fingers completely stuck together with super glue so we decided to go to sick bay. they tried getting it off with all these chemicals from the science rooms but after a long time trying, they finally gave up and said we have to go to hospital. we acted scared because of this but we were actually pretty excited to leave school for the rest of the day. anyway so when we got to the hospital my phone dropped out of my pocket, and when I ran to get it back I forgot I was glued to georgia and we accidentally ripped our fingers off egehehg it hurt so much T^T

so stupid yet so brilliant at the same time eheoehoh

never shopping at yesstyle again

I wasted so much money buying things on yesstyle.com and I got ripped off so bad. The top I bought has threads coming out of it and I only got one contact lens when usually you're supposed to get two.. From now on I'm not buying anything online unless I know it's good :(

ccbffff

I seriously can not be fucked talking to anyone right now, because typing out words and having a conversation is just too much effort. I think it’s because it’s hot and I’m tired after a long day of shopping heeheheh

no money

I'm almost out of money because I've been spending too much of it online and on formal shopping eeghh I haven't been working either because my work didn't give me any shifts last week :(
I still need to buy a looot of things:
- formal tickets $150
- formal dress $120
- formal shoes $180
- new makeup $100

That's $650 already and it's not even everything I need to buy. I already spent about $300 this week too T^T money is so hard to earn but so easy to spend ..

haaappyyy

I dont know why but I'm pretty happy today :)
nothing really went wrong, it was just a good day eheheheh the only downside to today is how much money I spent. I think it all up I spent $200 today but hopefully it's all worth it!

yay :)

I finished my textiles assignment and it's not even due until friday afternoon oehoeh
I have a feeling I'm going to do really badly though because the soft toy I made is a unicorn but I kind of got lazy and came up with this instead

ISN'T IT ADORABLE EHEHEEHE

formal

I'm thinking maybe I should just fuck it and not go to my formal. I supposedly have a formal date, but I don't have any clue what's going on because all he says about formal is 'up to you'. I just wish he'd be more considerate and I don't know, give me straight answers because I need to pay for tickets tomorrow eeghh

people were talking about afters today

I realised just how far I've drifted apart from people at school. I never get invited to parties or events on facebook anymore and it kind of sucks. Today people were talking about formal afters and I'm probably not invited, so it's like what do I do after formal, just take a bus home at one in the morning?

I don't know what to do T^T

out of money :(

I bought all this stupid useless shit online when I got my debit mastercard and I want to undo it but I don’t think I can anymore .. oh well this is what I bought:
- gay ass grey circle lenses
- a really expensive eyelash curler
- a ‘one size’ see through dress
- strawberry yoghurt face cleanser

I don’t even need any of this shit, I guess I just got carried away because it was my first online shopping experience hehehehe

I should've known better than to believe you

Even though I haven’t done anything wrong, I feel like I’ve let down a lot of people especially myself because of a mistake I made earlier this year. It’s constantly on my mind and it feels shit knowing no matter what I do, or who I don’t tell, I can’t change what happened.

I had the best dream

All I remember from it though is this person who I really wanted to see was there and hehehohohe
and I found $50 in a coin slot at galaxy world and ran around showing it to everybody because I was so excited

It doesn’t sound like a good dream but everything was going so well and it felt so real lol

hehehehehe

This one manager at work is so adorable and it's just like naawww heheheeh *u* and today he had a sore throat and couldn't talk properly and omg LOL I'm like smiling and laughing to myself while typing this
yeah I tend to do that a lot, admire people who barely know me..... T^T
anyways I had a five hour shift today with that manager and it didn't even feel like five hours lolololol I'm such a fag

why are you such a cunt

me: why me?
you: because it's your birthday
me: you didn't even say happy birthday :(
you: yeah I didn't
me: ... oh okay then lol
you: well?

I don't understand why you're being such a dickhead especially since it's my birthday, are you doing this on purpose to ruin my day or..