how awkward

in situations like these I never know what to say

lol

she just told me I have headaches from pressure yep ok cool what a waste of time
sometimes I wish something was wrong with me so I could go to hospital and not have to deal with anyone anymore, oh well off to get maccas with dad now

been waiting at the doctors for two hours

I have another headache and it's really starting to scare me because I used to never get them and now I have them pretty much everyday. it's probably a migraine but I want to check just to make sure it's not anything serious l o l

only the roots changed colour oomgggngggnoooooooo

new hair colour

I keep dyeing my hair but I like light hair better so just one more time :D

i might need glasses

even though I have perfect vision
l o l

ffffuuuuuu

another headache omg I'm going back to sleep

i get headaches a lot

Last week I had a headache every single day, the weeks before that I used to get them almost everyday and right now I have one as well. I don't know if there's something wrong with me because everyone I've asked never gets them and I get them after I laugh and after I cough or even after I sing and stuff omg what is wrong

reuirements of being a flight attendant

I don't care about the rest, BUT THE SECOND ONE OMG I DON'T THINK I CAN GROW ONE MORE CENTIMETRE THIS SUCKS LOL

eeghgh

I was so sure I was over you until I saw someone who looked exactly like you today l o l

oh no

ever since I watched xiaxue's video on plastic surgery I want to change so many things about my face l o l. there are seriously so many things I would fix if I had money, but I don't have much and mum won't let except for eyelid surgery because she also thinks I should get it

yay back

I woke up from a text telling me someone I don't know was going to pick up my friend's ipad from my house, which really pissed me off because I hate having people I don't know come to my house. Anyway melbourne was good! I took so many photos of useless shit but I can't upload any right now because I can't find my camera cord :-(

so angry

- can’t be bothered packing for melbourne
- have to wake up in like 4 hours to catch my plane
- biggest headache
- my brother is being an annoying little shit
- we have visitors at our house after our cny party
- my macbook broke
omfg

I was talking to mum today in the car..

we were talking about people who are dating and then she said: "you know no matter how much you try to fix yourself, your teeth, your face, anything wrong with you, people won't love you if your inside is bad even if you're pretty"
so true l o l

cramps

go away pls

help me HAHA

ok so i got an email saying because i am a member i get 10% off so i decided might as well buy a diary from there! i don't know which one to choose so help me HAHAHA but seriously though which one? :-)

no.1

no.2

no.3

no.4

omg

i swear i am too emotional these days
today i cried because my mum was being mean about why i was angry at her, then when i got in the car i cried even more because i couldn't find my phone, and omg while we were in the car i remembered how much my mum doesn't care about me so i kept crying
so many emotionszzz

any good schools in the fairfield area

or even further than that
like liverpool
or even innercity
anything but sydney girls
suggestions? please :(
www.formspring.me/tasa

"she's just annoying and an attention seeker"

oh well

I wish my parents put more effort into me when I was younger, and even now. I wish they actually pushed me to be the best person I could be and took me to learn things that I wanted to learn. Look at me now, I have no talents, I'm not very pretty, I'm not skinny, I'm not smart, I have no skills, I'm lazy, I'm pretty much useless. When I have children I'm going to make sure I put a lot more effort into them and give them opportunities I never had.

things i need to save up for

in order of importance

- surgery for my dad's eyes
$6000
- a new macbook pro
$1500
- a new car
$ ?
- surgery for me
$ ?

I won't ever have enough money from working at mcdonald's T^T

how do you study

whenever I try to study, I don't know where to start and I end up not doing anything at all. since this year is year 11 I need to start taking school seriously and actually study heaps but where do you start, and how do you start?

i wonder what it's like

to be really in love with someone who loves you back it seems kind of nice

i keep eating :(

usually at work I don't eat much because it's maccas but now that subway guy and max brenner guy give me free food I eat allllll the time, and when I get home I eat even more omg I've gained like 2kg ffffffuu

dyeing my hair again

i'm the biggest pussy when it comes to dyeing my hair so I always get the 28 washes dye that kind of fades over time. I hope dark hair suits me!

plastic surgery

I don't really understand why plastic surgery is considered selfish and unnecessary. If someone is unhappy with the way they look and they have money then they should be able to do whatever they want to make themselves better. If someone is already pretty it's not selfish to make themselves prettier with plastic surgery, it's the same as someone who isn't as good looking getting it. People are so judgemental, it's none of their business what people decide to do with their bodies.

I need to take more photos

when I go out so I can put them onto this blog
oh wait that would mean I actually have to go out

sweeeeeeet

/cry

sometimes I really don't like my mum. she told me that if I want to go to melbourne she has to come, so I bought her a ticket. today she told me she doesn't want to come anymore so not only did I waste $300 but I also have nowhere to stay for the night.
fuck you mum seriously

I like this song

it's so happy!

melbourne!

things I want to do in Melbourne when I go on the 23-24th:
- eat max brenners
- go shopping
- EAT MORE
- catch a tram
- and a train!
- take lots of photos
- meet people from tumblr if I see any
- go swimming in hotel pool
- go to chinatown
- what's a good shopping centre
- go to that good shopping centre
- so many places I want to go but I don't know what they're called D:

shut the fuck up slut you're not as good as you think you are

lovelovelove letters

I really like receiving letters that are addressed to me. I don't get many, and most are from things I've bought or whatever so it's pretty exciting!
I GOT TWO TODAY YAYAYAY

egg mask facial

I found this tutorial on youtube aaages ago but I never thought I'd try it because rubbing eggs on your face is kind of gross.. but now I have egg white on my face while I'm typing this and I'm waiting for it to dry hheehhehe I hope it works

okay I just washed it off and it's actually legit, my face feels tighter and smoother already. too bad I have to go to sleep now because I have work in a few hours :-(

diet plan!

I'm making these rules with my friend for a diet because I need to go on really badly

1. no eating after 9
eating later means you don't digest food in time before you sleep so you get fatter
2. only one unhealthy item allowed per day
it's holidays so eating only healthy foods will get boring
3.exercise everyday
because what's the point of a diet with no exercise :-)
4. sit ups everyday, or whatever muscle workout
we need to work out our muscles too!
5. no unhealthy drinks
I only drink water and juice anyway but ya
6. drink 2 cups of water before every meal
drinking water before eating makes you less hungry, so you eat less
7. avoid fried foods
oil can be bad for your body and your diet, so instead of fried foods try go for grilled, boiled or even raw foods instead

yayayayayay ok

I want to focus on what really matters this year

I've decided to try my best to catch up on everything I've missed out on these past two years. This year I'm not in any classes with anyone I would usually talk to, so I think this is probably a good opportunity to start fresh and at least try to be as smart as everyone else at my school. I'm really sick of not knowing what the teachers are talking about most of the time and I don't want to be humiliated by them in front of my whole class because of that. I don't think I can stick to this because I'm not very good at sticking to something for long but I have to try!