my bad

• holidays are almost over and I didn't do anything I said I'd do 
• except buy a macbook and that was the least productive thing from my list.... 
• hsc timetable is out already wtf
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• the exams start in like 5 months why are the timetables already out
• r u trying to scare me board of studies
• I keep forgetting I have to do the hsc I keep thinking it's in ages
• every time I realise I panic and get upset because I have not done shit all year l o l
• anyway

saturday night

what happens when I am left by myself

when I'm waiting to get picked up or I'm just really bored at home I pretend I cut my hair because I'm too much of a little bitch to actually change my hair.. I feel like if I do something to it I'll look in the mirror cry everyday when I see myself LOL the worst is if someone says 'you looked better before' I'd just want to melt into the ground and hide forever because of the grave mistake I'd have made
so this is what I did to my hair today

sick life

I barely ever get sick when I have school but as soon as it's the end of term my immune system goes on a little holiday of its own..... these past few days have been so annoying because ((tmi)) I got my period too and being sick + periods is the worst combination to have especially now that I don't have school aghghghhhhh why

despite being sick I still managed to go out a couple of times hehe no flu can stop me from making the most out of my holidays :-) on saturday I went out to the city with friends and on sunday I went to the star to eat and buy salted butter popcorn macarons oh my god they are so good ahghh anyways monday was my stay home and be miserable day and then tuesday I went back to the city and same with wednesday too......... there is literally nothing else to do except stay home or go to the city seriously this place is so boring

school holidays

hi tasa! can u do a blogpost on what u've got planned for this skewl holidayS? :D xx

I don't really plan 2 weeks again so I don't know what I'm going to do these holidays at all.... LOL I don't even know what I'm doing today let alone the whole holidays! I kind of want to go shopping before I go out to the city tonight but ain't nobody got a car

• anyways this holidays I plan tooo
• make notes for school or something
• finish reading my prescribed texts for english
• catch up on maths
• go shopping for a few things
• work!! need my new macbook asappppp
• maybe go to the gym again??
• jokes no time/motivation

got reports back today

• k 
• m 
• s

the only subject I got above average in was extension english, it's funny though because one time ms kenway called me out of class and told me I wasn't capable of doing the course and that I should drop it... but anyway I didn't do too badly in my other subjects (except chem and ext math) so I'm neutral with my report. I know I can do so much better but I don't get motivated by crap marks, when I don't do well I just 

makeup routine

could you please do a blogpost on your daily make up routine? :) (before you lost your makeup!)

I do my makeup differently depending on where I'm going, so if I'm just going to school then my makeup doesn't need to be that great because there is nobody to impress at all. Usually in the morning I'll

1. wash my face
2. apply concealer under my eyes/wherever there's redness (usually around my nose and between my eyebrows, I get so many pimples there these days)
3. powder the areas that would get oily during the day
4. apply liquid eyeliner and mascara

if I'm going out then I do pretty much the same except I just put more effort in LOL 

1. I always alwaysysysys wash my face, I hate the feeling of dirty skin so much
2. conceal dark circles/redness
3. maybe apply bb cream to even out my skin 
4. powder to set bb cream and concealer
5. maybe eyeshadow? I only like neutral eyeshadows though because colours look strange on my skin
6. usual eyeliner on my upper and lower lash line and mascara
7. maybe false lashes too if I have time

weeeeekend

• went to strathfield yesterday to eat 
• going to learn how to make chicken boscaiola now because it is delicious
• getting around is so hard when nobody has a car srsly
• caught a bus to parramatta from strathfield
• THE GUY ON THE BUS KEPT TAKING PICTURES OF ME AND RECORDING ME 
• I knew bcs he pressed the record button but forgot to put his phone on silent
• I like to make people feel uncomfortable when I catch them so I turned up my volume and pressed the record button on my phone too LOL
• then I caught a bus to liverpool from parramatta
• idk I really don't like trains
• then finally a train from liverpool to fairfield........ 
• got home and realised I left my makeup bag on the train :-(
• hundreds of $$$$$ gone....
• oh well at least I made a cake today hehe

another thing

I also hate when I discover something hectic and no one knows about it except me, then I tell onE PERSON AND UGHHhhhhhh later I see so many people especially people I don't particularly like using the same cool new discovery as me like can you not

fuck offffffffffffff 

anyway I am in a bad mood as you can probably tell from these posts hahahahaah people are so an n oy in gg g g g

i hate unreliable people

if you say you're going to do something/you make plans with me and you don't do it/you don't show up/you're extremely late to the point where I ceebs then don't expect me to want to talk to you (◡ ‿ ◡ ✿) it's even worse when you don't tell me and hope I forget about it or something, I mean can't you at least come up with some stupid lie telling me you can't make it o m g

things i need asap

~~in order of importance~~

• new macbook
• car
• to get my licence back
• to go on holidays
• again
• but overseas this time
• a passport
• to clean my room
• to start studying like everyone else 
• like come on it's yr 12 what am I doing LOL

easter show - anon request

I went to the easter show last week but I forgot to blog about it because I was busy hehe anyway this year was really different to every single other year I went because I didn't go on any rides or look at any animals... literally all I did there was eat and look at things l o l. I wanted to go on rides but I didn't want to get my bag stolen so me and ma m8 went to buy that shit little bertie beetle show bag to hide my own bag. we ended up putting most of the bertie beetles in this boy's pockets omfghis face when he put his hands into his pockets was hilarious he had no idea how they got there ehheeh. hmmmmm yeah we didn't really do anything else except fucking walk around for 2 hours looking for this one particular store which sold these lil niggas

there was literally nothing else to do but eat because there were way too many people and we didn't want to line up for hours just to go on the rides!! OH I TRIED THE REALLY HOT CHILLI OMfgGfgfggg if you want to kill someone just make them eat this chilli holy moly it was called scorpion something fuck it was horrible 

yes that's all 

nothing else

we watched the fireworks??

yeah easter show is crap I want to go overseas :-)