yay

for the first time in a pretty long time I'm kind of happy with my skin :) It's not that great but oh well still better than before!

yes I am wearing my chicken suit whatever eheheheh

my life is so dead

I see people on facebook posting photos of themselves having so much fun and it makes me think about how uneventful my life has become. It's kind of depressing knowing that I have two months of holidays to go out and have fun, but instead I'm at home everyday on tumblr and skype. It's the last holidays before year 11 starts so it's just going to get worse and worse because I need the next two years to at least try to study
oh well

I want to dye my hair

but I don't know what colour to dye it because I don't want to bleach it but darker hair looks bad on me. ok you know how in this picture there's two colours, blonde and light brown? I want to dye it that light brown colour

what do you thinkkkkk

noooooooooooo

I was hoping it was a holiday so I'd get more money from work oh well

I don't know why but

when people get too close to me and start to like me all of a sudden they become the most annoying fuck to talk to. I start giving them blunt and boring replies yet they still keep talking to me. I don’t want to come off as a bitch but I don’t want you to think I like you but I don't want to not be friends eeeehhh what to do

christmas shopping

I don't like shopping for christmas presents, finding a gift for someone that they'll actually like is so hard. Over the past few days I think I've spent about $500 on presents for my family, and I still have to buy more :-(
OH WELL WORTH IT

new clothes yayayayay

I love buying new clothes, well I just love buying any new things in general because idk do you ever get the new stuff feeling when you buy something? maybe it's just me HAHA well yeah this is what I bought today:

this shirt was so cute heheheh I had to buy it

and these jeans were only $20! shut up I know my ass looks big go away ok

fuck off

maccas is always giving me really shit shifts these days, they rostered me for NYE but not new years day so I don't get paid more. I'd rather work on new years day because I get $22 an hour aaaaghhhghgh

my hair is growing!

Treated it today with anti breakage serum because my hair is falling off, hope it works!

what's so good about you?

I don't know why I think you're so amazing, there has to be something wrong with me. lol this is so fucked up it's like no one can even compare to you

I don't want to grow old

Knowing that one day I’m going to be old actually really scares me. I don’t want be so old that I start to slowly lose my ability to do simple things, have wrinkly saggy skin, and forget all my memories. I know old age is inevitable but I still hope that somehow I won’t have to ever age that much.

SO CUTE DLKSFJLSKDFJKME

I NEED TO GO BACK TO IKEA AND BUY THESE THEY'RE ONLY $15 AHHH THEY ARE THE CUTEST THINGS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN THE WORLD

NOOOOO

I was constructing a bedside table thing I bought from ikea today, and there's this screw that once you put it in place and screw it in, you can't take it out. After I finished screwing like eight of them I realised I screwed the wrong ones in because I didn't fucking analyse the screws..

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY UNFINISHED TABLE NOW DlkajslfkjLADKj

I want to buy this shirt lololol

Today while I was in this gay ass ‘custom teez’ swag shop with my brother I saw something amazing. It was this shirt that looked like it had my name on it *u* I was so tempted to buy it but then I remembered not everyone knows my name so I’ll just look like a faggot

sad lyf

out of all the songs I downloaded I only like 3 of them

this song

the lyrics ahhhh

please don't like me

When someone I don't like starts to like me, I'll try to avoid them and make it really obvious that I'm not interested. It might sound kind of harsh but I just can't continue being nice to them once I know that they like me, because I'm scared they'll get the wrong idea and think that I have feelings for them too.

my blog needs a picture

so here u go dis is my bored face ok bye

long day

well today is going by so slowly for some reason, and it's kind of depressing knowing the rest of my holidays are going to consist of me staying at home on my computer and eating a lot

okay well plans for the holidays:
- get ice skating lessons
- exercise regularly
- do some studying!
ok I say that all the time but I never end up doing it.. this time probably won't be any different :-( same with the exercise bit
- hmmm dye my hair
- get better skin
- get money get paid
- buy christmas presents for da family

going ice skating today

yeeeeeey! I haven't been ice skating for months and today I'm going to go to liverpool with a friend since there is nothing to do. I might sign up for lessons too, because ever since like year 4 I've always wanted to do it but my mum never let me. yoyoyoyoy ok time to get ready!

In Time

Today I went to watch the movie In Time and I thought it was pretty good! It’s really unpredictable, and it kind of makes you think about how much time you have left in life because everyone has these timers on their arms, and you die when the time runs out.. kind of like in that music video where everyone has timers on their heads. The movie made me feel kind of weird afterwards because now I keep thinking about when I’m going to die, but yeah you guys should definitely watch it!

this is so sad

My best friend is moving schools next year, and her last day is tomorrow. It's kind of depressing because it means next year there's going to be no one to do really stupid things with anymore. She's the only person I talk to at school who hates the place as much as I do and she's leaving skdjslkdjslkj I'm actually crying right now because it's that sad ok omg stop it tasa

Dear H.

I know we haven't exactly been close this year, but after seeing that post you made about me on your blog I don't know what to think anymore, not only about you but about all my other friends too. Do they all think the same about me, do they all judge me like you have?
I must've done something truly terrible for you to say that about me, but come to think of it there isn't really anything I've done that would give you a reason for saying something so harsh. I don't think I have ever judged you the entire time I've known you, and I really always thought you were someone I could trust with my secrets and mistakes I've made, I guess not though.
"Use your make-up wisely, ugly manifests itself inside and out" I never would have expected that from you and honestly it hurts knowing that someone who I thought was my friend would even say that.
Well although I'm three months late hearing about what you had to say about me, not much has changed so I'm assuming you don't think any different.
It's really a shame that you're leaving our school though, you're a great person and a lot of people will miss you. If by any chance you do ever read this, I hope things go well for you in your new school. All the best.

aahhh

It's all lols on tumblr until someone tells you to go kill yourself :-)

I am laughing so hard

so I made this post on tumblr, a curious post about why people order diet coke at maccas, and now people are getting angry over it. I do not understand, y u all waste time on something so small?
IT IS FUNNY THOUGH HAHAHAHAHfkdjhfalkhajaajaj

should I move schools

I'm always late to school so they made me go see the counsellor, and she suggested I consider moving schools since I hate it here so much. I don't know what to do because I want to move, but at the same time I want a good education and a higher chance of getting into uni.
I'm in year 11 next year so I don't really want my decision to fuck up my HSC, but at the same time it might be beneficial because I can have a fresh start and get things done.

domo kun dlskjfkdjh

I don't know why I like him so much, he's just so cute omg I have a pencil case of him and I have him on my phone too! I saw this bad ass package thing at morning glory in china town and I want it so much omg

~ * nigga * ~

okay seriously to all the anons who tell me they visit me at work plEASE SAY HI WHEN YOU VISIT ME AND NOT ANON ME AFTER AND SAY YOU SAW ME L O L

yer
that is all
:-)

my teeth hurt so much

I don't know why but these retainers are killing memeeeeeee they hurt just as much as when I first got my braces on.. I hope it's not like this every night because I have to wear them while I sleep for 6 whole months :(

lolololol yum

Today I went to cold rock and the guy who served me was so cute he gave me 5 servings of maltesers for the price of one
yeah i just thought I'd share that
:-)