fun night

went to canely heights with ezra, secillia, and john vu tonight! it was so funny LOL we dared ezra to serenade this birthday girl who was with her friends eheh it was so adorable omg

ripped off my nose skin

you know how skin peels and 'naturally falls off'

well I didn't want to wait for my skin around what used to be a pimple to finish peeling, so I peeled it off myself and now there's a huge red patch on my nose and I can't put makeup on it because it hurts lololol

srsly look at it

things i will never understand

1. Patterned leggings

2. Crushed Velvet Leggings

3. Creepers

4. Jeffery Campbell Night Walk

fu

I hate it when people assume I'm incapable of understanding sophisticated words because my vocabulary isn't that great
ok hypothetical situation... kind of

person: yeah they're not entitled to this
me: what
person: entitled means like you deserve the title

it really pisses me off zzksjzhklsjd this one girl I don't really like much (because she's a snob and she thinks she's so good lol) decided to explain to me what a 'more sophisticated' word meant when I didn't even ask and omg I already knew fuck off I'm not stupid

hay

was bored at the library hello

yessss

no school for two weeks! this holidays I don't have tutor every single day like last time and I don't have work much either so yay for heaps of free time :-)
I should probably use it to study LOL

so bored at the hospital

to my anons, I'm just here waiting for my mum she works here at liverpool hospital!!! she finishes at 10 so I'm going home soon yay

I wish I was a patient though :( 

I want to have a life like forrest gump

you know how he doesn't really know what he's doing so he doesn't worry about whether he succeeds or fails

he values his relationships with people and their happiness over studying, money, and his careers (totally opposite to everyone at my school right now) but still ends up being so successful and has a pretty good life

yeah I want to live like that

lol but it sucks because being at my school I've been convinced that the only way I can be happy is if I'm successful, and the only way to be successful is if I spend the next eight years of my life studying my ass off. so basically if I fail at school I'm going to fail at life because I won't be able to get into uni and 'be successful'. 

I don't even know what i'm writing anymore dslfkjsdkfhsdl

people who talk in libraries

there is nothing more annoying than people who decide to meet up at the library so that they can talk. unlike you some people are trying to do their work, and liverpool westfields is only a two minute walk from here so why can't you go there instead of bothering everyone omg
ok next time I'm going to state library, no one talks there and if you do people give you dirties LOL

i think i am the heaviest sleeper in the world

sometimes when I'm tired after school I'll ask my friend to wake me up at a certain time at night so I can go do work or something, but I never wake up even if I hold my phone when I sleep fu

this song has been stuck in my head for two days straight helP

lol what..

today our school had this cake stall at lunch and people in my grade were selling them, so we decided to help out for fun. we ended up getting kicked out by this girl in our grade because 'some people actually signed up for this or baked cakes unlike you guys can you just leave'
well o k sorry for helping out when there were so many customers  

anyway so just as we were going to leave I wanted a cake pop, so I put one on a napkin and went to grab my bag to pay for it. the girl who kicked us out was like 'umm can you like pay?' in a really 'ur trying to steal a cake pop aren't u' voice
okay for one why would I steal from something that's set up to raise money for cancer research
and two do you really think that lowly of me srsly lollll

'blog about ur legs' - anon request

um ok well I hate my legs
I wish I had a thigh gap and long legs but no I have short legs with scars all over them
the other day my brother was like to me 'wow your legs are humongous' and that kinda hurt but what can you do lol
it's even worse because I used to have okay legs back when I was a junior but now they're so disgusting I hate even looking at them
I remember this one time after school this guy in my year looked at me and was like lol you got fat and it was just like wow thank you captain obvious lmao
if that wasn't bad enough when I went up to the platform I asked my friend 'did I really get that fat' and she was like 'well your legs are bigger' so ever since then I've always hated my legs yes ok that is all

r u happy anon

Maybe if you didn't expect so much from me you wouldn't be this disappointed

can't think of anything to blog about, my life has been so boring lately :-(
seriously the only thing i am looking forward to is my linear functions test results LOL

:(

do you ever think of all the things you have to do then realise there's too many and that it's going to take such a long time and it's all too overwhelming so you don't do anything at all

just woke up from a dream

I was at camp with one of my friends (I can't remember who it was), and she was telling me about how she was haunted by a girl who lived in the water. She told me that whenever she'd get close to the ground or to the water this girl would grab her using vines that were attached to her body.
The next day I saw her hair started growing vines in it, and the girl who she said was haunting her started to appear more often. When she'd look in the reflection all she could see was that girl, pretty much everywhere she went the girl who lived in the sea was there.
One morning she got sick of all these vines growing from hair so she pulled them all out and threw them out the window. The girl stopped bothering her for a while and we thought we were safe, until the day she appeared by our window. Our camp cabin was a few storeys above the ground, which was next to a river and forest but somehow she was just floating there outside the window. This was the first time I saw her properly; her hair was wet, her skin was pale and dead looking, and her eyes were grey. Without moving she dragged my friend to the window and said 'bring me her,' pointing at me. My friend turned around, shook her head and mouthed 'no don't go' but I walked closer to the window anyway. The girl at the window started turning into me or something while I didn't move, and said to my friend 'it's okay it's just me don't worry, thank you. you've freed me' before closing her eyes and falling into the river and died.
It ended with my friend looking back at me, but I had collapsed and died as well.

i am so confused and scared right now, does anyone else have dreams like that or just me LOL...

extension 2 maths

mr ladmore was talking about this today, so I went on board of studies website to look at the past papers and l o l what

everyone's talking about hsc subjects already

my subjects are:

1. advanced english    2 units
2. extension english    1 unit
3. advanced maths     2 units
4. extension maths     1 unit
5. chemistry                 2 units
6. biology                     2 units
7. visual arts                2 units

what to doooo

the only subjects i like are maths and biology, and the rest are so confusing and/or pointless. i wish i did more humanities subjects like history but too late :-(

you think what you're doing is funny at the time

and then when you look back on it it's like om g.....
like that video I made with jessica at camp, we thought it was hilarious when we recorded it but now rewatching it again it's so embarrassing and lame LOL

I have the worst brother

My brother is actually the rudest, most ignorant, selfish, up himself dick head anyone will ever meet
I can't wait until uni so then I can move out and never have to put up with him ever again omagawd kill me now srsly

woah LOL

my friend said I should edit this girl and holy shit photoshop is amazing.

finally back from camp

this camp was nothing like last year's camp or the year before where you actually have time to do activities. The only purpose of this camp was for us to learn study skills and self defence in the future, and it was so pointless because they said things they could just tell us in a year meeting LOL.

there was actually no free time to go out. we got in trouble so many times because we didn't show up for breakfast and we were late to one of the lectures, so dr maxwell decided that we couldn't go to the beach with everyone else :-(

the only good thing about itwas the food, for camp food it's actually really great food!!! yeah other than that I didn't like the lectures, especially the rape guy. for a whole 2 hours he boasted about himself and his career as a lecturer, and then finally he taught us a strategy which is supposed to get us out of it. I went up to him and gave him a hypothetical situation which was difficult to get out of to see if his so called fool proof strategy works all the time and he was sooooo rude to me and went off at me. I guess it's because he was so sure his dumb idea would work ha ha

anywaaay jessica and I made videos though! I'll edit them together and upload tonight hopefully :-)

everyone's probably already packed for camp

LOL OK WHAT DO I NEED

• tops
• bottoms
• jumper
• shoes
• pyjamas
• toothbrush
• tooth paste
• shampoo
• charger
• makeup
• blow dryer
• hair straightener????

do I need anything else? I hate packing and unpacking omg and it's only for two nights anyway -___-

this looks so good

I've watched this like 3 times omg someone make it for me I will love u forever

quitting maccas

I've worked there for a year now and I think I'm going to quit soon after the holidays. I realised how much better I can do and that maccas is only making me fat and making my skin bad so...
My managers aren't that great either, one of them was being the biggest bitch today and I hated how I couldn't tell her off because ya know she's the manager and I'm a crew member.
Also the fucking customers are ridiculous. I mean if you want to order at maccas you should at least know how to speak a little bit of english so I don't have to stand there for 10 minutes trying to understand you. Angry old people are even worse oh my goodness especially old people who can't speak english.
Lastly because you get looked down on so much there, some customers act like they're so much better than you because they don't work at maccas. No offence but you're the one that wanted to come here and I'm taking your order so shut up o k

I want to get a job at starbucks :-(

got my report back today

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needless to say I need to work a lot harder next term

my favourite teachers - anon request

my favourite teacher

is da one and only

...

~ mr  h a r b r i d g e ~

HAHAHAHAHA ok well other than that I like ms e vans and ms k enway sometimes and mr z amagias and mr h arrison and mr s tokes and ms d amianos and that is all I can think of for now. oh and there's spaces in their names just in case they like to google themselves I wouldn't want them looking at my blog

an detailed post about my day - anon request

oh man I can't be bothered I'll just do dot points

okay so on weekdays:

• wake up, shower, wash my face, brush my teeth, put on makeup
• go to school
• go home
• or tutor
• or maybe go get food after school
• laptop
• homework
• laptop
• sleep

weekends:

• wake up, do the same thing as on weekdays
• go to work
• drive home from work
• hang out with people or go home and relax
• on sunday I am so lazy I just sleep all day and sometimes maybe do some work??

holidays:

• STAY HOME AND SLEEP :-)
• or go out to the city or something
• or maybe study
• or have tutor every single day in the holidays like last time fml

I live a very exciting life I know yes

yay friday

I went out to the city today after school with mai and we and ate so much mmmm we had ramen, chatime, gloria jeans, and some food from chinatown. I had a headache half the time though which sucked because we just ended up sitting at gloria jeans for an hour until I recovered...
bumped into vinh mai too haven't seen him in ages but fuck he scared me, I was all by myself waiting at central man fuck you :(

oh aND MEET MY NEW BOYFRIEND GUYS

o k I'm so lame

people keep asking me to blog more but I don't know what to blog about :(
any suggestions?
www.formspring.me/tasa

found a gr8 photo app for iphone

it's called camera360 and it's like instagram and frametastic and has so many effects omagawd just had to share heheh

LOLLL my friend asked me to blog about moments in my day I love but I fell asleep so I'll just write about it now hmmm

I like those days :

• when I wake up in the middle of the night and I think it's time to go to school but I have like 5 hrs left to sleep eh eh ehhe
• when I get up early enough to have heaaaps of time to have a shower and get ready in peace
• making the early train and getting to central before the buses end 
• I like those days at school where I actually understand what we're doing

I can't think of any more :-( my day always somehow manages to get really shit from there so that is all for now 

what is it about you that makes you so perfect in my eyes I don't understand 

someone slap me please 

so sick of these questions

'why are you so much prettier in photos than real life?'

'i saw you today and honestly i was disappointed, you weren't being modest when you said you look better in photos'

to anyone who has had to or will talk to me today i'm being a miserable emotional bitch and i am sorry :(

owing people money

I don't carry much money around because it's mainly all in my card so sometimes I have to borrow people's money for things.. I really don't like owing people money, especially if it's such a small amount that I end up forgetting about it. someone will come up to me one day and be like 'hey you owe me $2 from that time blahalbh' and I'm just there like l o l for one it's $2 and come on as if I'm going to even remember. If someone owed me that much money omg I wouldn't even as for it back because it's such a tiny amount

oh which reminds me, tomorrow I'm going to bring like $20 and pay people back:

• anneke $12 chip in
• helen $4 chatime

you know what I've noticed? people always start randomly talking to me again out of nowhere when I change my profile picture on facebook
sometimes it's even people who haven't talked to me in months wot l o l

very exciting weekend

Yesterday I went to the city with Georgia to go eat and see vivid. We kind of planned to sleep at my house but in the end we decided to check into a hotel and stay there for the night :-) we found our hotel using this site called wotif.com. there's this thing there where you pick a 'wotif hotel' which is like a secret unnamed hotel, so like they don't give you any details about it until you pay for it. we ended up getting this really good room on level 17 at a five star hotel in the city which was pretty excellent yolo

there were mirrors outside our suite heheh

and this was our room and our view! it was so amazing *u*

:(

I hate it when my mum cleans my room and she throws away things that aren't rubbish omg now I have to buy everything again sigh

what i wear - anon request

hi! I don't know how to make this post so I'll just bullet point things I like wearing now that it's winter :-)

• black stockings with shorts (not denim shorts that looks weird)
• black skinny jeans
• black flats, wedges, or heels that aren't too hard to walk in
• I love wearing black omg 
• I can't wear too many colours it doesn't look good on me
• simple tops or a button up top like the one I wore to georgia's house
• I like those coats with two columns of buttons LOL
• ugg boots on those days when it's cold and ceebs 
• a scarf?? nice scarves are so hard to find

I guess I dress kind of simple but not too casual... I don't really know how to describe it but I like what the girl in this photo is wearing!

my exes - anon request

technically I've had four exes but two of them were in year 8 and lasted less than a week so they don't count!

okay well I met my first ex by accident because we were prank calling him on my friend's phone and somehow after that we became friends and ended up dating. he was in year 12 when we went out and I was in year 9, he got so much shit because I was so young HAHA... we broke up after like 3-4 months though because after his formal we kind of had a fight and yeah I haven't really talked to him much since..

my second ex ummm we kind of just hung out heaps and one night when we were at jessica's house we just decided to go out? it was secret too, at central after school we didn't even talk to each other and no one knew about it. it kind of got annoying after a while because he was ignoring me even though I was his girlfriend and blahablhablh so I kind of just lost feelings and we broke up after 3 months. we're still friends though so all good!

I'd be really smart if I tried?

I am really smart, I know I am, there's really no need to talk to your whole fucking class about how smart I would be if I tried in school. It's true if I did try harder I could probably do a lot better than how I'm doing now. I don't want to sound up myself saying I'm smart and stuff but it's true, and same goes to everyone in our whole school. It's just that I didn't try at all in previous years and that made me fall behind so much that it's kind of too hard to catch up on everything now. Sure if I studied hard I could be up to date but there's just not enough time to do it, well there is but I'm not really motivated enough..

actually hey I might try harder in school now because you all fucking think I'm stupid l o l 

i hate seeing your name

Every time someone mentions you or I see you on facebook I just want to punch you omg. I will never forget what you did to me lol you can make it sound like everything's all good but you and I both know you're a fucking asshole

best friend/close friends - anon request

georgia
she has been my best friend since year 7 and it sucks that she moved schools but oh well :( teachers hated us together like in year 8 we weren't allowed in the same classes at all, they said they'd rather kill themselves HAHAHA
can't wait until we go to america and meet snoop dogg heh

angelo
I met him on tumblr last year and I guess we're pretty close still, I mean we commentated on japanese lesbian porn together and it wasn't awkward........ but we haven't talked in a few days so

mai
we're going to japan in winter next year yey! we've been friends since year 7 orientation camp, I remember when we were there she was like 'oh fuck' and I was thinking oo dat gurl is a badass HAHA ok

helen
I SEE HER SO MUCHHHH HAHA in the holidays we had tutor everyday for 2 weeks.. I tell her a lot of things and we're so similar sometimes LOL but I won't go into that because no one will understand

jessica
I had heaps of funny times with her like she saw me naked once how embarrassing.. omg ms cairns will not let us sit together because of how much we didn't listen in year 9-10 :(

okay there's probably more but I'm too tired sorry!!!

decided to go to camp

jessica wasn't going to go if I didn't go and I wasn't going to go if she didn't go because then it'd be awks in the cabin so yeah I'm going to camp yey. It still sounds like the most boring camp ever but who knows study skills might actually be fun?? besides there will be plenty of food so alllll gooood :-)

junior years were so embarrassing

Instead of being so retarded I wish I had stayed quiet and studied hard, left my hair long, discovered what I actually look like, and didn't do such embarrassing things that I would regret later in life :( 

anon request

this was from ages ago but my school uniform :-)

because I forgot to post about this yesterday

I went out to the city with georgia and well it was an interesting day HAHAHA. Turns out when you're dressed nicely you get treated a lot better. Whenever we go shopping at myer in school uniform no one assists us, and when we're walking in the city no one compliments us or anything because well we look crap.
but yesterday we decided yolo and tried to make ourselves look classy and pretty and well we got treated a lot nicer :-) we even made some new friends l o l ahem georgia

I hope you know you really fucked me up
I can't trust anyone anymore because of you

ok personal postzzzz~~

I have this thing where I can't tell people my feelings towards them, like okay with one of my exes when we were dating he asked me if I liked him and I didn't say anything for like 10 minutes l o l... I always feel like I'll be humiliated if I give in or something even though that guy was my boyfriend at the time idk and it's not even just with boyfriends it's also with people I don't talk to much who I want to talk to.. I won't start a conversation or anything I'll just do nothing and be upset about it because I think they're going to laugh at me and be like 'lol annoying bitch'

yeah

okay

camp

it's our last ever camp in 2 weeks and I don't even know if I want to go so I will make a list of pros and cons

okay well pros:

• last ever camp
• no school for 2 days
• get to drive there
• 
  
•  
• ...

cons:

• it's a fucking study skills camp
• $$$$$$$$$210!!! 
• no free time to do anything
• can't escape at night because no P's
• 3 days with no net
• no activities
• just lectures and study info about subjects
• going to make me worry about what subjects to choose
• shit food
• shit cabins
• shit everything

I am seriously not looking forward to it LOL

jerseys

last year at our year meeting I asked ms grant if we could have names on the back of our year 12 jersey and she goes 'you can be in charge of them' so now that the year 12s have theirs people keep asking me about it LOL.
not sure if ms grant was joking or being serious though...

just woke up

after falling asleep when I got home from school yesterday, but before I went to sleep I cooked my brother this really cute looking food and he just chucked it into the sink! I hate having such a rude spoiled brother egh :(

I have work soon and my eyelids are so puffy why eyelids y u do dis 2 me

2:22:22

HAHA soz I thought it was cool

4:30am pickles dedication post

I LOVE PICKLES HAHAHAHA
everyone else hates them though :-(
but pickles are so fucking good
it's so late and I'm craving chinese pickled cucumbers like the ones in this little jar

HAHA okay I'm so weird

can't sleep it's 4 in the morning and I'm on the phone LOL... and I found this really disturbing blog while I was updating my food blog and it's scary how some people that skinny still think they're fat :\
http://hideyourscars.tumblr.com/

you know what being ignored and not knowing why is actually a reeeeaally shit feeling 

l o l