formal

I'm thinking maybe I should just fuck it and not go to my formal. I supposedly have a formal date, but I don't have any clue what's going on because all he says about formal is 'up to you'. I just wish he'd be more considerate and I don't know, give me straight answers because I need to pay for tickets tomorrow eeghh

people were talking about afters today

I realised just how far I've drifted apart from people at school. I never get invited to parties or events on facebook anymore and it kind of sucks. Today people were talking about formal afters and I'm probably not invited, so it's like what do I do after formal, just take a bus home at one in the morning?

I don't know what to do T^T

out of money :(

I bought all this stupid useless shit online when I got my debit mastercard and I want to undo it but I don’t think I can anymore .. oh well this is what I bought:
- gay ass grey circle lenses
- a really expensive eyelash curler
- a ‘one size’ see through dress
- strawberry yoghurt face cleanser

I don’t even need any of this shit, I guess I just got carried away because it was my first online shopping experience hehehehe

I should've known better than to believe you

Even though I haven’t done anything wrong, I feel like I’ve let down a lot of people especially myself because of a mistake I made earlier this year. It’s constantly on my mind and it feels shit knowing no matter what I do, or who I don’t tell, I can’t change what happened.

I had the best dream

All I remember from it though is this person who I really wanted to see was there and hehehohohe
and I found $50 in a coin slot at galaxy world and ran around showing it to everybody because I was so excited

It doesn’t sound like a good dream but everything was going so well and it felt so real lol

hehehehehe

This one manager at work is so adorable and it's just like naawww heheheeh *u* and today he had a sore throat and couldn't talk properly and omg LOL I'm like smiling and laughing to myself while typing this
yeah I tend to do that a lot, admire people who barely know me..... T^T
anyways I had a five hour shift today with that manager and it didn't even feel like five hours lolololol I'm such a fag

why are you such a cunt

me: why me?
you: because it's your birthday
me: you didn't even say happy birthday :(
you: yeah I didn't
me: ... oh okay then lol
you: well?

I don't understand why you're being such a dickhead especially since it's my birthday, are you doing this on purpose to ruin my day or..