someone needs to hit you

1. when mum called you down for dinner, instead of eating it you ripped open a bag of bread and ate that instead
2. you left everything half eaten and wouldn't eat anything mum asked you to try
3. you used dad's credit card without telling him, and when the package came you raged because I took one of your three hair waxes
4. you're in my room now trashing it because I took a fucking tub of hair wax
lol if I go in my room and see all my stuff everywhere
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lol

I can't write

Whether it's an essay or just a blog post, whatever I write ends up sounding like shit. I wish I was one of those people who are able to express their thoughts into words so easily without even having to think for ages.. OH WELL SHIT WRITER 4LYF

there's this girl who follows me

and holy moly she is so pretty my self esteem is now non existant

you're so pathetic haha

i hate it when

I decide I'm going to eat something, and when I'm about to get up to grab food I remember I shouldn't eat because I'm not hungry and that if I eat I'll just get fat
but I already decided I was going to eat so I get really disappointed

oh and sorry about the lack of posts, I've been so sick and lazy this week
wait it's like I'm apologising to myself
because noone even cares
why did I write that
okay time to do more maths

maths test tomorrow

I am so scared.. My teacher said I should aim for 60% which was kind of mean, he just rubbed in how bad I am at maths. I studied so hard for it today with my tutor seriously I am so grateful he stayed back three extra hours (for free) to help me prepare for it. I hope I get more than 60%, kind of because I don't want to disappoint my tutor after he spent so much time trying to make me learn everything

I still don't understand some of it though
omg stress