how did i even get into my school

I don't belong at sydney girls, I feel like an embarrassment there. In class when my teachers ask me to answer something most of the time I have no idea what to say and it's really embarrassing especially because the whole class just stares at me. They're probably thinking 'lol look at this dumb bitch she doesn't even know this'. I have a feeling that I'm going to be the only one in my whole grade who might not even get into university at all.