srsly

I've pretty much set myself up for failure these past five years of high school. I always thought 'oh year 7 8 9 10 don't matter I don't have to try nothing even counts' and look at me now, there's so many 'gaps in my knowledge' because stupid younger me decided it would be okay to rely on my natural smartness for school. I just wish I'd concentrated more in class and prepared myself for when school gets more difficult instead of not worrying about anything. if any of you are still juniors seriously now is the most perfect time to learn because by the time you get to year 11 it's too late you're already too far behind

 okay all this thinking about how shit I am is making me upset ah need to stop