not sure what to do

• I don't know if I even want to go to uni anymore 
• I want to take a gap year
• but when I come back to aus I'll probably not want to do whatever course I get into lolol
• I don't even want to get that rich anymore (unless I get lucky when I'm in my 20s lol after you're 40 who even cares if you're rich you're too old anyway)
• like what's the point of life when you have everything 
• I want to travel
• ahhhh I'm scared
• and excited 
• but at the same time I'm so confused ya know
• this train isn't even going to fairfield
• oh well
• ahhhhhhh so calm atm even though assessments are soon and I have absolutely no direction in life
• maybe it's because I'm listening to upbeat music HAHAHA
• when I get home I'll probably go back to being miserable sighhghghghhhghh